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Friday, April 29, 2005


My only two assets I own. 1 Violin and 1 Piano. =) Posted by Hello

Thursday, April 28, 2005


G12 Conference of my Church. Very powerful. Very impactful!  Posted by Hello

Some Adverts I designed for my Marketing 101 course. This is for ClearBlue, a family planning products company. Isn't the baby cute? I wish next time my baby is this cute too!  Posted by Hello

Oh man I am such a sucker for high life. People who knows me well enough know that Kermit has no passion for Larmbo or Ferrari, just pure Rolls Royce. So I can crush all the toads out there! Hee... oh not to mention a mansion with large swimming pool and garden! You know what? DREAM ON!!!! heh! Posted by Hello
At Last!!

End of first week of lesson. Consumer Behaviour is really hard to grasp the theory. Sigh. The Prof speaks a little fast but he seems a nice person. Got to start on project and all already soon. Heh Joan is in my project group. There is alot to do for a 4 weeks crash course. Get ready to really crash around! Heh!!! And Jane is thinking of dropping the course!!!! Jane is you are reading this... you gonna break all our hearts if you drop ok?

I got hummed!!!! Yes! By Fiona's Golden Retriever! about 4 times!!!!!The dog is huge and cute. Very nice and fury. Oh yes it loves me whenever I stroke him. We took some pictures together. *Fiona is you seeing this! Send me the pics can? Thanks!* So guys, look out for more pics of the doggie and me!

SORRY today no mood to blog!!!

BYE BYE!!!!!







Tuesday, April 26, 2005


This is a picture of Mr Ah Sia Lee's bathroom. Not to mention that there is a sky window looking into the stars above. Or should I mention stars looking down on him?...Hee! Posted by Hello

Monday, April 25, 2005

I guess I still have some life bah?

1) Chalet. Sleep mostly and no majong. no BBq.
2) Gym and swimming and tanning.
3) Violin rehearsals.
4) church.

Interesting isn't it? In a frog's world this is all you can do for the holidays.

Oh yah, had supper with James and Jiamei last night. ..At the same place, Ben and Shujun was there, so was my brother. Heh. What coincidence!!!Saw their Lexus turn into East Coast Park....hehehehehe. REally getting bored nowadays. The toad kingdom is shrinking! Also met Alvin, Jane and Ken to play pool at ECP. Until 4 or 5 am sia. Then wake at 830am to fetch brother to school ... haha!

Oh yes, top up fuel and send little red for car wash! $6... the price to pay for being lazy. But I at home still shine the bumper and the tyres myself. I am a hardworking boy. Wanted to wash dad's car but he drove it out. I bought an air fresherner for dad... not yet passed to him. Gonna surprise him that a 23 yr old son can still be so sweet to his dad! I wonder when I will have a chance to drive the Camry...hehehehe.... !!!let me work from the air freshener...

"Hey dad, I want to see if your car smells nice....."...then drive it off... Muhahaahhhhaahhh.. or this. " Hey dad, I want to see if your Cd player works...."... "Hey dad, need me to top up your fuel?...."..."Dad want to wash car"...Heheheheh.....*so evil*

Joan will be in the same CB class as me man. Alvin and Jane also.

Waiting for my friends to go gym and swimming now..... i think Kermit sign off liao....damn bored!

Roundtable Dismissed! Dividend annoucements: A hug for every 5 shares of the frog kingdom.

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Roundtable Gather

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Overdose of Aliens!!! Aliens had always been my favourite show!! I will follow each series with egerness!! Few days back I was watching AVP DVD at Ben's house, the next day, I was glued to channel 5 when they showed Alien 3. Exciting man. Look at those serpents and how they devour humans. The acid blood and their saliva.... wonderful! you know Joan messaged me on MSN but I was away on the TV...?? Shit! I hate it when I miss crucial events! sigh....

Little Red has been violated! I am just wondering why people would just scratch my entire driver's door and leave such awful marks! no matter how big or small, I am just irritated at the perpetual nincumpoop! Do they have no sense of responsibility for avoiding pple's property? Kermit nv forgets to practise care with other people stuffs.. but some toads out there just like to walk and leave their love bite on people's car!! Lucky this is a Kangoo... if it was my Camry I would have spat on you! And poison you with lard!

Kermit made his debut!! Yup, on the drums!! I had such a awesome time worshipping on the drums, with some of the best musicians in FCBC: Ben, Kenny and Junming. I feel so Hillsongs!!! Powerful songs and the drums is just so nice to wack!!! No pictures though... sigh... Sara forgot to take pictures... she was so into worshipping!..haha...good good!!!! Amen! I believed we blessed the congregation today... even though it was a small teens church! I am looking forward to being a drummer in FCBC real soon!

Phebe gave Kermit CD!!!! It is the Hillsongs United LOOK TO YOU CD!!!! Woohoooo!!!! Yay!!! Thanks gal! You are just so sweet la you know? Because of this, I am going to be more strict on your piano playing PLUS the way you use the synth!!! Heee.. kidding.... I am just gonna be super strict.. tats all.

Kermit is bored! Yes I am. So much so that I drove to the beach alone. And sat there for awhile and found it meaningless and drove back home again. I dunno why man. I feel I want to do something, but just dunno what to do. 3A is starting and also the violin rehearsals. I just feel so.... nvm. Kermit refrains from such talks!

Girls can really build or destroy a guy's heart. I think males are very easily captured by females. I find that sometime females are so empowered that they can motivate a guy so much. And also can destroy him! Why is this so? I have such experience too. None good though. My friend just said his gf is gonna break up with him. It all started when he called her too early to wake her up. And then it goes on the breaking up excuses. But just heard from him it is ok liao. Thank God. You see. Kermit should be the very submissive to the lady queen kind. But not to the extent where he is useless la. So I think kermit will kena such events with most probability.

Kind of female frogs Kermit likes to meet: Those that are not impressed with his piano skills. Not impressed with his brown eyes (noticed I nv say looks, cos i dun have it...heh). Not impressed with the amount of cars the family has. The houses we have. Not impressed with the fact that he is abit dense (as mentioned by Shujun, but i still dunno what it means!). Not impressed by his art. Not impressed with his tidy room...heh!! Not impressed with that he is such a nice guy..hahahaha.... not this not that... ok the list goes on and on!!!!... BUT impressed with him for who he is. Cool!!!! like that, all things should go pretty well. Nothing much I can offer... only a very faithful froggy.... yum!

I think less and less people are coming to my blog. Maybe the entries are boring. But hey, this is my rant. So I should be who I am for myself and not for others right? However, Kermit really appreciates tagging...so pls tag. But dun be too funny to use other characters instead of yourself.... or even worse impersonate others... just be frank ok? Frogs are naive creatures...

OK the Lucky ones chosen by Kermit to comment a little, if they even come here... duh!------->
BOH: Your worship leading rocks... keep it up!
Peeps: Thanks for the CD
Jiamei: PLEASE continue to take care of yr health. Work start liao right? Remember our dinner! I think you dun come here liao bah?
WL: I dunno but I just thought of you. But I do not think you come here anymore liao...
Joan: :) :) :) :) :) ok i am mad!!!! But I also do not think you come here anymore...
Jo: Thanks for being the only one who really talks to me online and ask about me.. although I do not talk much sense.. I never take your efforts for granted. You are such a loving God-fearing sister. I see God in you. Really. =)
Kenny: Great to know you brother. Your guitar rocks and I really dun want you to leave Kyros!... Hope u and yr gf are on good terms now yah?
LalalaL: Your wallet still in my car!!!!!
Jesus: I feel very wasted and in utter darkness. Pls save me from the pit. Restore me unto your glory. PLEASE!

Roundtable Dismiss







Friday, April 22, 2005

Roundtable Gather.

Kermit's burned! His latest stint at the swimming pool below his cave was truely awesome. Great sun and weather. The pool was filled with beautiful people and children. Kermit dozed off a few times on the chair. The banana boat thingy kept his life at bay! Oh boy he had his lunch by the poolside! How wonderful! ----> Rice with smoked pork and chicken drumlets. And fruit and vegetable juice.

I just went to Jiamei's Blog. She mentioned in her posting that she was tending to feel that her friends will become focused in their new journey and soon, she will have no friends once she is back in school. I began to reflect about it. I think it is so true. I experienced this all my life. Even though my marketing group was really fun, I cannot help but feel that the same will happen. Manjie, Winlin, Joan and Jiamei would have moved on in life with their new found love and whatever. And as crude as it sounds, we will maybe just say hi and bye in school next time. No one is to be blamed. This topic is so bloody depressing I am not wasting anymore time talking about it.

Kermit's holiday stint. Ever since holidays started. I had not found anything really meaningful to do. Fetching grandma to market. Church band rehearsals. The usual thing. Had some really great outing with my OBS group though. Our latest SENTOSA trip went bust and I really dunno what the reason was. TERM 3A is starting and I cannot help but feel that this SMU life will keep on going and going. I dunno when I want my internship to be done. I just do not feel good enough for it yet. I do not know what I really want to do in life yet.

Music is just so powerful yah? Everytime I listen to music, I realise how much it can affect my emotion and thoughts. Recently some really nice music evoked me to think about the past few months. The happenings in my life. All the hopes, the rush, the attempts, the efforts, the stress, the race, the exams, the friends, the relationships, the state of my pathetic attempt to find significance in myself or others. Boy sometime I feel so damned about pathethic self-pity because no one in the world gives a shoots about how you are. They just go on with life happily and as usual. you think they will be concerned about you? Oh yah... thanks for your concern. *pui*.... As far as I know, Kermit will rise above himself. Cmmon, away with how much he can compare with the other toads out there giving mating calls, Kermit's aura is of a certain kind that those who can appreciate will be blessed by it. Testimonies had been given by how much other frogs and animals had been blessed by Kermit. They are not very great things, but at least when Kermit passes away, the animal kingdom is left with a legacy. A legacy of how much Kermit had been a blessing to those around him. So Kermit will move on and live with confidence. Afterall, living for yourself is living for others. Living for others in not living for yourself.

Kermit is playing Drums! oh yes I said before. Kermit is playing for extreme teens church. Boy is playing hillsongs drum real cool. BOH and Kenny on electric guitars. JM on bass. I just feel we are another band! so energy filled!

Enough for today. These are the notes for some of the people if they even come to my blog nowadays now that most of all people had passed on with their journeys...

Jiamei: Please take good care of your throat.
Ben: you owe me $300!!!!! heh!!!
Fiona, Alvin, Jane, Ken: Better gimme an explanation why the Sentosa trip was cancelled.
Phebe: Thanks for being so nice.

Rountable Dismissed

Thursday, April 21, 2005


From Top Left: (1) Dun ask me why we are doing this in the public. I am one of those piled on! Pity the guy beneath. Oh ya, its pete! Heh... Happy Birthday Bro! (2) The latest talk in town, COWS! Let the Kung Pow spirit flow! (3) Sweet yah? Phebe, me and our .... ehem...!!! WHAT WERE YOU THINKING!@#! (4) This ass always jump on me, soil my cloths, sniff my ass, bite my **** and drool all over my slipper!!!! Enough man!!!! Heh!... Posted by Hello

Youth Music Ministry Meeting: As usual, Kyros people only know how to be special and extra! Heh!! So we sat in a row at the back and become anti-social. hee.. No la, we are friendly and nice pple. Just talented through the grace of God the power daddy. May I introduce from the far back: BOH!, Allen, Junming, Peepz, Darnie, Pete and Kenny! POWER!!! Posted by Hello

Kermit Update...

Kermit Update! Roundtable gather!

Have you ever realised that fit and healthy frogs makes good and delicious soup than dead and weak ones? Well, Kermit makes good soup today! Reason? I went to the GYM!!!! Gosh they have new static stations! Looks good and pro. I did some real workout man! I feel FIT!! Although I am skinny and such, i feel fit!!!! Kermit try to see if the limbs will get bigger and if chest can steal some looks from fellow female toads.

I just saw my brother's japanese girlfriend. Boy she is gorgeous! She is SIA stewardess. Power!!!!!

I am playing drums for the Extreme Teens church!!! I can play ONE WAY!!! I can do it!!!!!

Anyway, Kermit is sick. Down with flu and sore throat, those who really cares, pls come visit me or ask me out to the beach yah?

See ya!

Kermit signing off!

Sunday, April 17, 2005


Kyros Musicians Rockz!!!! Posted by Hello

Who say christians are boring people? Look at these FCBC Levites. Named "Kyros", they are probably FCBC's wackiest and most talented musicians! From left, Peeps, Darnie, Kenny, Ben and Junming! Left out of the pic: Allen and Peter! We still luv u!!! =P Posted by Hello

Pics! Posted by Hello

Thursday, April 14, 2005

SuperNatural

Roundtable Gather. As needed by Bubong, I have to blog!
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My life sucks because my only 2 paper, IE and Finance are both on Friday! The day when I walk in when pple are walking out with a beam on their face, I will face the A4 paper and write write write!!! The Lord's peace is with me and I can sense His goodness will be with me. I even let my friend have copies of my Cheat Sheet, knowing even that any goodness attributed to them can affect my grading due to the bell curve thingy. But nonetheless, God is so supernatural I will not even know how it will happen, but the blessings just flow! Can remember myself lending my friend my Econs notes for test and caused me many marks, but somehow at the end of the day, I did better than him. That's God's blessing!!!!

I, Daniel, decendant of Abraham, Issac and Jacob, claim the blessings of God for my 2 papers!!! Amen!! Praise be to Jesus!!
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G12 meeting was great. So much FAITH in what Pastor William preach!!!! So much peace!!! Amen!!!!!
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Got 2 scratches on my Little Red. Super upset la. Dunno what in the world could caused that. Maybe some flying stones!.. Hmmmmm.... Brother topped diesel, Grandma bought coupons!!! The blessings of God!!!!!!!
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How would you feel if you can live in a 3 storey Bungalow on top of the hill? With Timber doors and windows. Tinted full length glasses everywhere. Parquet Floorings and Marble floors. A place for your Grand Piano. A car park area big enough for 5 cars? heh heh heh....
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For now, the supernatural blessings of God!!! I believe Lord!!!!
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I CANNOT BELIEVE IT~!!!!! THE BLESSINGS OF GOD!!!! I TESTIFY!!!!!!
My dad's camry is supposed to be arriving in these few days!!! He is supposed to return his Lancer tml so much so I have to return the Kangoo to him after my last paper, and have to travel myself by bus to church for rehearsal!!! So sad!!! Just as I claimed the blessings of God above! Dad walked to me saying he does not need the Kangoo BECAUSE the dealer called and said tml the new Camry will arrive!!! So I do not need to retun the Kangoo!!!!

JESUS I BELIEVE!!!!! Praise you God..... See!!!! My God is true and able!!!!!! Bless you Lord!!!
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Current Mood: Full of Faith
Current Music: Home

Tuesday, April 12, 2005


Bobby Michaels & Continental Singers Perform @ FCBC !!!! Whoohooo!!!!! Too bad I did not see it!!

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Monday, April 11, 2005


A peek at some of the real happening happenings in my church over the last few months. FCBC all the way! Posted by Hello

Sunday, April 10, 2005

Roundtable Gather!
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It is important to review my life before reading this blog. I am a lil worried about my revision and bad time management. I am not really in my normal and top mood. I am afraid about what I have discovered recently. I feel really unfair treatment to me. I am asking for a miracle. I am asking for healing and life. I am seeking God's hand. I am still waiting.
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Dragging myself to the G12 conference is the most wonderful step I have ever made. It is wonderful how God can use even a day or two to rekindle you again. I am going to share my valuable notes with you. If you are non christian, be blessed. if you are believers, CHC or NCC or FCBC or any bible believing church, be blessed~!
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- We sometimes or mostly create God in our image
- We believe God much in faith but not in emotion
- We lift our hands in church and praise, but how about when tragedy strikes?
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- How God relates to Jesus, is how He relates to us! (Matthew 3:17)
- Acceptance, Affirmation, Approval
- Jesus had no identity crisis
- God has identified him!
- This is from the Father
- Jesus do not work FOR acceptance, but FROM!
- Jesus do not work FOR God's love, but FROM!
- If we do not realise we have acceptance from the Father, we tend to compromise ourself in return for it.
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1) Hand of God
2) Face of God
3) Heart of God

Point 1 relates to God's shelter, protection, uphold etc. It is the blessings we seek for our lives from him. We have FAVOR because of His hand!

* God is "easy" - He is generous and he gives freely. God if you want to, you CAN make me clean. God says I WANT TO! God will answer you like a King !!!

Point 2 relates to his beauty in our lifes as we seek him. We want to drink of him. Psalms 46.

Poin 3 really relates to his passion and burden. His love is really for the 1 missing lamb and not the 99 others.

" Most seek his hand, some seek his face and almost little seek his heart "

Hand - Provision and blessing
Face - Presence and beauty
Passion - Passion and burden

Many churches stop at hand or face. May FCBC be one that strives continously at even the HEART! We want ALL EQUALLY! Lord help us. Let us catch the spirit.

Amen

Saturday, April 09, 2005


Can't believe I was that lil round last time!!! Posted by Hello

Friday, April 08, 2005

I am feeling so lousy. And I just cannot get myself to study. What is happening to me? Why was I never like this?

Thursday, April 07, 2005


In memory of my late grandfather. I love you soooo much. You will always be in my heart and I really miss you alot. Posted by Hello
Roundtable gather.
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I cannot believe it! Jiamei and I went to DIANA KRALL CONCERT with PLATINIUM SEATS tickets!!!! Call it a blessing man!!!!! FREE tickets!!!!! She is really good, her jazz makes me wet my pants over and over again. We were amongst the most underdressed people in the VIP seats..haha. heck!

Me, a pretty lady, a VIP concert, and a red sports car.... Ahem.. van. Hahaah... shoots, she is not even my girlfriend!! I am merely babysitting her until her master James comes back from his Vietnam trip. Boy is she really depressed knowing for 6 days, her master James will be far far away. Nonetheless, a perfect setting for any couple. Heh. Want to take over my job?.. Neh... I rather be her chauffeur for unlimited bowls of minced meat noodles. You can just sit back and envy.
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Addition to my van, a CD by Michale Buble. Bro just bought it and I make a ****. Driving will never be the same again with big band music! I still envy big cars tho... feels embaressed when friends have to sit behind my van. Guys ok la..... but maybe not gals... hmm...yes i am biased. heh.
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Anyway I am seriouosly broke for this month. Expenses overshot. Wished friends and family can chip in some diesel money or pay for my meals.
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I must end off by declaring that Jesus reigns. Not because something great or miracles have happended and ended my fear, but because I want to do it in fatih!!! I want to declare that Jesus is Lord of my life, no matter how stable my walk with him is! Jesus, Father and Holy Spirit is with me. They know my deepest fears now concerning something. They know my heartache. They know my worries. They know my exams coming. They are so real by faith!!!

"Praise be to the Lord,
for he has heard my cry for mercy.
The Lord is my strength and my shield;
my heart trusts in him, and I am helped.
My heart leaps for joy
and I will give thanks to him in song."

my Daddy, I ask for more faith and strength to carry on even in circumstances. For you created every life and can take every life. What do I be afraid of?

If I have to ask a surely answered prayer, let it be " To be able to be just like Jesus "......

I love you Daddy... *hugz*

Wednesday, April 06, 2005


A CAT Project group gone mad at 3am in the morning. And decided to take a group photo. Pick your fav number, the one coming out on this week's 4D is the Kangoo's. Enough said. Posted by Hello

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Psalm 27

Tonight, my heart feared like never before. It is beating so hard. I can feel my muscles giving way. My mind is too confused. My fear is growing every day. I can only share it with my Father who art in Heaven.

Then Psalm 27 the Holy Spirit given me:

Lord is my light and salvation, Whom shall I fear? - I must not fear
Lord is my stronghold, Whol shall I be afraid? - I must not be afraid
When evil men advance against me to devour my flesh, they stumble and fall. - This darkness will crumble in Jesus name.
Though army beseige me, my heart will not fear; war break out against me, I will be confident. - This curse upon me i will face it strongly in the presence of my God who reigns.

One thing I ask of you Lord, that I may dwell in the house of your presence, forever and ever. To be gazing at your beauty in the temple of yours.

In days of trouble, God you will protect me and keep me safe in your dwelling.

Now I call, be merciful to me and answer me! Your face I will seek, please do not turn your face away from me and leave me in darkness. Do not reject me or forsake me.

You will recieve me.

Do not turn me over to my oppresors.

I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.

Wait for the Lord. Be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord.


Daniel, days or weeks or months or years later when the promise of the Lord is fufilled, come back and be encouraged that you have chosen to believe and trust him in spite of the circumstances that encircles you.

"Father, I only can tell you so much. Show me your glory and miracles. I cry out to you. I cry out loud to you. Mercy Lord!"

A gift from Shihui and Anthony. The cow only. Not the sign behind. Keke!!! Cow have found residence in Little Red town. Meow! Posted by Hello

Jesus, don't pass me by - Daniel Posted by Hello
God, I am feeling more afraid than ever. Why does evil besiege me when I have not headed for it? I have not asked for such as these but why am I to behold it? It is unfair as there is no explanation to it. I have kept to what is right but why does this darkness look upon me and capture me?

I am damn scared now God. I wished you would tell me that a miracle will heal it all. My heart never feels like death is just around. I crumble to know I am walking a path I dun deserve to be in but yet I am. Living each day now I feel more and more belittled.

You are there somehow. I cannot hear you or see you now. You are there somehow. Stretch forth your hand and hold me. My fear grows each day and please dad, hold me closer with each rise of fear. Forgive me for forsaking you. But I am just like the prodigal son now. Please let me back into your courts. Father tell me why this state I am in. And then let me just rest upon your presence. Let me sleep. Let me just close my eyes. That I do not worry at my fear, but just rest at your feet.

Dad, let me into your courts. Tell me.

Monday, April 04, 2005

Paradise

Take me to the paradise
Look into my eyes
Say it softly to my heart
We will never be apart

There’s so much that we could be
But now we’ll never know
All that’s left to build this dream
In darkness they will fall

My heart sings this song
Like the river in the dawn
This coldness all around
When your spirit crumbles down

Those memories you’ve found
They never will be bound
They vanish in the night
When you slowly lay it down

Take me to our paradise
I’ll hold your hands and say
You’re the dream I’ll never leave
This slumber never wakes

But this dream is bleeding out
My eyes can slowly see
What the truth is far from seen
But I’ll rather live this lie

Copyright by Daniel

Sunday, April 03, 2005


Pics again! Posted by Hello
It has been awhile since I took a little stroll along the beach. Long ago, I loved to cycle along the ECP with my Specialised Mountain Bike. I remember I will wake up at 6am to have breakfast set at the coffee shop, before embarking on the morning ride.

Pasir Ris beach last night isn't really that great as compared to ECP. The lack of open space really spoils the mood. However, the walk along the still packed beach brings reminisce of my olden days. Now that I am not riding, every little step seems to slow down time.

Groups of people fellowship. They laugh. They chase one another. They ate and barbecued. Different people from different walks of life. Each have their own and seperate ways. As I walked, I wished I would enjoy those olden times with my friends again: The guitarissimo chalet beer nights out at Fishermen. A long table. Good pals. Tiger beer. Chicken wings. We just drank and laughed and enjoyed life as it is offered to us: With my TPJC S08 as well, as we gathered to catch up on one another: Or with Lester and Ziline, beer and topshell and chicken wings, as we shared navy and relationship issues.

As I walked, I saw those kids having fun at the spinning saucer playground. That was one of my fav! Really feel like jumping on, but it all seems too inappropriate in my formal wear,black pants and shoes. Then came the spider web. I remembered climbing it. and also sliding down the long rope. Fun. Just pure fun. I am a lil scared of height tho. Haha.

I also remembered my friend Paul who passed away when he drowned off the breakwater. He was so young and the future so much in store for him. Paul, thanks for all the moments u painted my life with.

The whole lane of bungalows are packed with parties and celebration. Cars piled the driveway. I hesitated to even reach for mine as I had a hard time parallel parking it btw 2 cars. And I believe for the next few moment, they will still be there. So might as well wait for one or both to drive off first. Ok! I am not lousy. I cannot see properly at night and mine does not have a reverse sensor fitted. I am just playing safe!!! Good grace!

The sun today was great. I guess my grandma was shocked when I offerd to fetch her to work. It is awhile since I put a gleam on her face. Haha. She did impress me with some english vocab in the kangoo tho! Met my parents after so long!!!! Help out awhile before heading home to bring food for my family members. But it was Simei first to get my grandma's instant porridge!

I dunno why. Something just compelled me to head to the swimming pool below which i normally find it hard to. I changed and grab a towel, a coke light from the fridge and of course the papers. Headed down and boy it felt liks a holiday resort packed with tourist. Kids having swimming lessons, eurasians having parties and suntanning, couples sharing good times in the pool and jacuzzi.

I grab a beach chair and relxed myself. Then I was asleep in the sun. Not long later, someone sprayed banana lotion on me!! It was my brother!...hahahaah. He came down with coke and food too. So both of us relaxed in the sun. It was really great and relaxing

The therapeutic sound of the water fall and the kids conversation made me just relaxed and all. The wind was moderate and the clouds on and off. But all in all, it was an experience I long yearned for and not enjoyed since the hectic schoolwork piled!!! I wished I enjoyed school but i did not.

I now hope that I can go to the gym more often. To run the tracks and do some weights. Time to feel better and focus on something meaningful in life. Like your health. I recently have been struck by heart/chest pains, causing me to stop breathing as it will hurt so much. I cannot imagine if one day the pain will be so great i could not breath at all. And I might just pass away young. Many dreams unfufilled. Somethings in life i worked hard and yearn after, no longer there for me to embrace or work towards to. Like my friend said, I might be a passer by. Even as i type this, my chest is starting the pain again. But it is on and off and in a slightly smaller amount. I can still breath deep enough. I dun wish to die too young either due to this, or maybe a car accident. But if i do, i want my friends to remember me as someone who brought laughter into their lives. All my out of point silly jokes, the music I play for them, the little things in life i did for them. I want my legacy to be one of closet to their hearts as they remembered me. That I tried as much to be an angel to all of them in my shortened lifetime.

If you even read to this point, you seemed pretty interested in my blog. Thanks very much. But it has been awhile since I shared my real life to you. Thanks...

The mango on my table really taste good. I am tired. I am off to bed....

Thank you my friend.

Daniel... passing by
Weary weary. A look at fiona's or eunice's face and i know. We are all drained. But we still press on. Eunice fought on to attend Bible Study. Fiona to meet Yuhong. And I to play for 2 services today. But we were really proud of ourself for doing the project. It has been weeks and we became really good friends. Something very hard to describe so I will use just one word - ROUNDTABLE.

I really feel so tired like never before. I fought on to prevent myself from falling asleep on the wheels on the expressway. I closed for 2 seconds. But it seems it can just keep closing. It is really frightening. Then I remember that safety is a responsibility. I shall never let such a stupid mistake take my life! it is not the first time.

Reached Jiamei's chalet. Road was so narrow I had to mount the kerb twice before performing a tight parallel parking. The bungalow was packed with people i do not know.Feels like a stranger in a wonderland. Nevertheless, had the chance to see Jiamei and wish her happy birthday and pass her the gift. 21 is always something special. Mine wasn't though. I slept throughout mine. Ok enough. Haha.

Saturday, April 02, 2005


I love all of them. I really do. Posted by Hello

Bubong:Bernice:XX:Darnie:Monkey Posted by Hello

This is the Christmas Bash 2004. It was a great day of fun and worship. The celebration of Jesus. Me and my worship team. As one. For one. Amen. Posted by Hello